"A resting day"

Today I slept with help of sleeping pills because I was far beyond tired and experiencing all kind of cardiovascular - chest - throat effects that wouldn't make me be able to fall asleep because they feel like you're body is running a marathon. So you're heart, pulse, breath ... keeps you awake and far from in the opposite of the fight or flight state.

As said I could stand up right to the sink. That's very good.
Unfortunately I was distrubed by a fire alarm beeping very sharply, noticing me its batteries were almost runned out. So I had to take it off, using a lot of pressure and strength, after putting up my chair and bring it to the hallway...
To make matters worse: I have two bring broken alarms 2 etages lower, thinking I could use this to empty the letter box. But when I was there I noticed I didn't have the key ...

For other people very normal: for me an extremely disaster which I had not reckoned on. But anyway, it had to be done. It left me already devastated before the day even was started... I hadn't spent on using that much energy. I wanted to rest.
So this is for me a "resting day". My mother screaming that i have to put the bins outside, mailing towards a doctor, an accountant, a bank, ...
Now it is 3.30 pm ... and I can go lay in the sun. :-S
As beautiful, relaxing and dreaming it sounds, even that, pulling myself ut, putting my food in the fridge, rolling my towel on the balcony, ... It costs me a hell of an effort which I am even scared to do.
Because if the sun goes away if I finally lay flat, I have to do all these steps again ... which I don't have the energy for. Believe  me, i don't have the energy for it ...